Wednesday, January 30, 2008

I'm my worst enemy

I did the unthinkable. I can barely look at myself in the mirror. How could this have happened? After all that I have been through...

I'm sorry.

The other night after just sitting down on the train, I got a call from my boss to discuss a problem we had at work.

I am very anti-cell phone on the train unless it's the two second. "Hi Honey, I'm on my way home. Okay. Bye."

I tried to keep the conversation brief and I also tried to talk in the lowest voice possible but I got distracted and started contributing. The next thing I know, there is a conductor standing over me asking for my ticket. CRAP - I had to root through the purse (AKA the weapon of mass destruction below) get my wallet out, and show him the ticket. All the while the conductor is looking at me with disgust and impatience.

How could this have happened? I am usually SOOOO good.

I WILL be better. I promise!

2 comments:

Ripper said...

You just used your get out of jail free card. This happens again, you won't be allowed out of the vestibule.

That said, I'm proud of you that you've admitted to this horrible behavior and are doing something about it.

Buddha Diver said...

The first step towards recovery is admitting you have a problem.

Unless you addiction/problem has to do with blogging...

THERE'S NOTHING BAD ABOUT BLOGGING